my 5th nephew has been born, a handsome baby!

Wednesday, 20th of 2009 (10 : 35)
Sayang Bunda's Hospital, Tasikmalaya

Dear diary, ...
Finally my 5th nephew from my 2nd older sister has been born... I still don't know the appearance of him, but i am sure he's a very cute baby in the world ;)
hm... I just came here... about 50 minutes ago since i have been here. Mother, big brother and older sister have come back home!
Seems that i will sleep here to accompany my sister and her husband. For sure i am so curious seeing at my new nephew. But it's too late to see him.
I have done about 100 Kms on the way, as usual... using my dear motorcycle. Since the accident 11 days ago, when i was on the way here, i was more carefull. Usually i use my motorcycle in high speed mode (especially when i do a long trip).
Actually i'm so tired, but... i have many things to do, i have so many homeworks. Both homeworks from university and homeworks replying messages to my friends on interpals. Yeah, since i have an account on interpals, i feel that i have extra homeworks, beside i love to write alot. Sharing minds to friends is a very good idea, either it may make my english better or filling my heart better because of having more friends.
I love having new friends, especially nice sincere friends!! I knew that i have so generous friends in university or outside, but... I don't like making conversation much, better writing!!! ;)
Today, when i was in university, i felt so impressive... why? my assistant of lecturer (a person who is my preceptor in lab) was so nice. He understood my magnitude much. When i had to go out of city when i had many homeworks from Lab that the deadline would come near, he gave me chance but he wrote on my sheet of deadline that my work has finished... he was really so nice. He said, don't tell anyone!!! as far as i know, lecturers or assistant of lecturers usually are very sensitive and very discipline without seeing our condition or situation... [the most important is that you must finish your work soon convenient your tight deadline or we will assuage your points]. I have promised to my self to be better... it made me, so...
i knew that i am always lazy, always delay my homeworks and everything, but now i fell so pathetic... when i was so slow and slack but there was someone who gave me spirit and hope more. I feel that it's forbidden to trifle away my foolness!!!
Yeah, i will finish the homeworks this night and write the pending messages to all of my friends... having so many debts are burden for my brain.
Dear Diary, ... i consider that i have to finish my story for today. See you later!!!

To be continue

[diary] my accident!!!

i got accident... i knew that i used to crazy when i rode my motorcycle, yesterday i went to beach with my friend, Harry, we used alternative street which was closer but more dangerous... it was alittle rainy and of course the sreet was very very slippery..
when wewere in vertical street, i was in high speed and i did brake suddenly! and i felt down... we felt in friction, this accident tore my skin on my knee,
first i saved mymotorcycle because i knew that the petrol was spilling. My friend was in very bad mood after that accident... my motorcycle was in half of the vertical slippery street, i could not take by myself because itstoo slippery and too vertical...
i was very lucky! a muscle guy with his motorcycle helped me to take mymotorcycile to get down... and he bandaged me...he was really very nice!....

really boringd day

7th May of 2009 (20:29)
really a very boring day...
yesterday i had a promise with my friend (a girl) to go to Ranca Buaya (beach).../ i love beach so much!
but this morning when i met her she decided to go to another place (because ranca buaya is far enough), actually i didn't want but i didn't know what do i do.. with that decide (stupid me)
finally we went to Kawah Putih [white cauldron] ( i often went there and i felt so bored).... it's about 1.5 hours in travelling, my God it's really a very boring boring boring place.... but i tried to enjoy!

When we were in returning to home, when in gas station, i saw a free FILLING AIR INTO YOUR TIRES...i tried it, but because of the generator machine was damaged (and i had not known it), i wanted to fill my sunken tires with air with that machine but it made my tires more hollow... front and back tires... stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally we searched another GENERATOR MACHINE to fill air into my un lucky tires (not in that stupid gas station for sure).... i took my motorcycle!!! while we were searching...

That problem was finish, but we met another problem... big rainy came! oh my God, rainy with big wind.... was not good... we had searched the shelter till the rain has finished....

Conclusion, Something that i just got from this day :
i was shock with my travelling that was very bored (i really didnt enjoy it)~ i hate doing something i dont want from the bottom of my heart
stupid idea to fill my tires with air so that i had to take my motorcycle in walking
bad rainy so that i had to wait for 1 hour
tired body but i got nothing, just a wasting time..... really bad!!! i know that i am stupid .. always always stupid.... grrrrrr!!!!!!!!

If......
Better to stay at home... playing games, watching movies and learning my favourite language, italian....

my stupid day

5th of May 2009 (15:33)

my stupid day...
Dear diary, i don't know how to say... i was reall very ashame..
i went to university this day because i had a class..
On the way into my class, i found many people... Some people saw me with funny expression... i just saw them in hurry and i still didn't understand!
Everytime i saw people in university so that they smiled at me...
"it's really really strange!!!" my mind talking

When i was in class... of course i met all of my friens and they were laughing at me... of course i was really really curious with all happen i got, then one of my friend said... "are you using a reverse shirt?..."
then i looked at my own shirt... oh My GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to toilet in hurry....

[diary] Am i fool?

Sometimes i think that i'm stupid...
I ereased two chapters of my italian exercise book (there were about 30 pages which were full of letters)... because of wanted to review...
I wanted to erease then re-answer... but... i guessed that was not such a good idea...
it needs full power to erase ... it needs time also...
I have another books which that i havent answered yet... i thought that.. for what i erased this exercises... it's better if i answered another books....
Ah.. i lost 30 minutes just to erase the letters...
Iknow sometimes i am stupid and too careless to decide something which comes instantly in my brain!!!!